Trisha Paytas: Internet Trolls, Kidnapping & Nudes [VIDEO]

What is up, Daddy Gang? It is your founding father, Alex Cooper, we call her daddy.

TRISHA PAYTAS Welcome to call her daddy. I'm so excited Daddy gang. We're going to be really honest with you right now. We were just recording for a solid 10 minutes, we were cruising down the freeway, we were thriving, and then we realized it wasn't recording.

And it was gold, those 10 minutes were gold and we can't recreate it. You're like, pretend we didn't do any of that. I'm like, I can't recreate that gold.

Everything was going amazing. So if you guys feel like we're a little on edge here and ready to end it all, it's because we are okay. I was saying to you, Trisha, congratulations, you just announced your second child. tell me how you're feeling again.

I feel very excited from the beginning. I'm like, Do we go through everything? We just said, Where did the names come from? I always thought of Elvis and Malibu before the movies came out from 10,.

You guys, we literally went through, Okay, no, we are doing it again. How are you feeling? Talk to me about all the food that you can eat because you're pregnant.

Oh, yeah, that's what we were saying. See, now I forgot already. Yeah, I just feel like, usually I do eat what I want, but I feel guilty about it now, I just eat what I want. Don't feel guilty because you're growing a baby.

You're growing a baby, you're allowed to just shove food into your mouth and no one can.

And most of the time, I don't care what other people think, it's usually what I think. So it's usually like, Oh, now I don't feel bad. Now I'm like, Oh, I'm not judging myself and I can sleep all that I want. Usually I'm like, I got to be busy, I got to do it, but now I just take naps and I don't feel any guilt because I love it.

You're napping and you're eating. Yeah, it's the best. I'm so happy for you.

That's why I love being pregnant.

You said you want more than two.

Well, we thought two, I don't know, I don't know, we don't have two yet. One is very difficult.

I know I already asked you this, but just to set the scene for people, where did you grow up?

I would split my time between Illinois and California, my dad was in California and my mom was in Illinois. So I went back and forth a lot. I quit school, a lot to be homeschooled and stuff, and then I'd go back into school. I was constantly doing that because I loved the lifestyle here in California with my dad, but my mom is what I used to. We lived in a town of 1,000 people back in Illinois, so it was like two extremes.

Oh wow, were you closer with your mom or your dad?

I mean, definitely my mom. yeah, my dad. I saw the summers, you know what I mean, I think in that, though, I thought my dad was so cool because he was in California.

I feel like that happens so much when you come from divorced parents. The one that's the cooler one is actually just the one that never had to instill any boundaries. Or tell you you're grounded because you did this, or just was not the one parenting as much. Oh yeah, never. Then you grow up and you're like, Oh, dad, maybe not as fabulous as mom, putting in all the work.

All the work my mom works, four jobs, bus driver, bartender, all that stuff like that. I'm like, I love my dad more. It was so weird, especially at the wedding.

Such a good boy.

Yeah, my mom still helps us out, she's watching our daughter right now, Owen.

Can you kind of paint the picture, though, like before high school, just like of your childhood? I feel like, obviously so much of like who we are is from our childhood. And I know you just mentioned, like your mom was working four jobs. can you kind of just paint the picture growing up in Illinois with your mom?

Yeah, we lived in like these farm towns, and they were less than a thousand people. We kind of moved around a little bit because I don't know, I just never liked school, and yeah, it was just small, it was a small town, it was a farm town.

Oh my God, do you think if you landed in Illinois, like, would you get triggered?

Yeah, yeah, for sure. Even just going to Chicago, which is like two hours from where I live.

I'm like, not Illinois, No, I kind of relate to that, though. And I think a lot of people, especially during the holidays, like I've seen people always say like, it's triggering to go back to your hometown. Because one, I think we like, repress so many memories, and two, it just like it just reminds us of a version of ourselves. That like, if you were cool in middle school and high school, like, kudos to you, but like, I wasn't.

I was like, not really either. I wasn't like bullied really. I mean, a little tiny bit like everybody, but I wasn't cool either, so I was neutral just everywhere.

Just kind of neutral. What did you want to be when you were growing up? Famous, famous.

I just wanted to be famous and this was before, like reality TV, so I was like, I need to be a singer or an actress. But I can't do either of them. But I came out to do it because that's how you got famous back then.

So when you're sitting in Illinois, are you like, were there any, like TV shows or magazines or anything that you were watching? Or like people, you were like, I want to be?

Like that person, I mean, like Britney Spears, of course.

Did you tell people in your town you wanted to be famous?

Yeah, I was voted most likely to be famous in one, I think two of my yearbooks, I was most likely to be famous. Yeah, just because I like was, I just liked attention and like, I said, I don't know.

Going back to high school, like, did you have a lot of girlfriends?

No, I was, I was. I wouldn't think it picked me, but I definitely was like, girls are dumb. I used to be that I used to be the girl that, like, did not like girls because of that reason.

I was like, 30.

With anything, it's just like, you know, it's just what they approved of, what they liked and had nothing to do with you. So I know I wish I would've found my own lane earlier. Cause I and I do love pretty girls, I'm like, I actually, like, am obsessed with pretty girls.

I just, like, was just too scared to be around them. No, it is intimidating, like, I agree like you, and also it's hard to not be envious of. Like, I wish I had what you have, and like, I wish I was you. But at the end of the day, once you get to know those people, a lot of times they've got their own shit. Oh, for sure.

Sure, I was always envious of you, I was very envious of you. I remember, like, when I I think it was like, 2019, 2018, you girls were on impulsive. And I remember being like, and I didn't know anything about podcasts, I didn't know how people got podcasts.

Just like watching you on YouTube so often, and I would be so jealous of you. Because before I started my career, I'm like, I wish I had Trisha's platform, I wish I could, like, sit on YouTube and like, do what she does. That's crazy because I was like, alone and crying.

All the time, like, I wish I could be that person, dude that is so crazy that we're both like, Oh, I was jealous of you. Oh, for sure.

Funny because I had one of my really good friends now. She went on a podcast at one point and was like, I don't get the call, her daddy girl stick. It's so fucking dumb. Why are they acting like that? They're like acting like little whores.

Percent. Because, honestly, as soon as they called for this, like, literally, like, my management from Canada flew in. They're like, this is. I'm like, Yes, this is the biggest thing, you know what I mean? So I think, but I really try.

We can both understand. It's like being in the media a lot of times. When we do the stupidest shit is when we're hurting the most. And so trying to find like any type of empathy for anyone. When you see someone like acting out, it's like, What the hell are they going through?

There's still people that, like, I can like, Oh, I just can't find the silver lining, but I just go, I scroll past them. Now. I don't like to say anything, I'm like, let me just if you have nothing nice to say, don't say it at all. So I I feel like I've matured a lot. And like, I don't really like hate on girls. But if there is a girl that annoys you and there is like, I just annoy some people.

You know, they're 18.

It's a thousand percent true, and it's like, right, fuck off, right, exactly.

Fuck you.

I love it. No, it's true, it is true.

I want to talk about you going to L.A. so you graduate high school, and I remember reading like, the day after you moved to LA.

Yeah, like, literally the day of yeah.

What was your plan and what was your job when you got to L.A.

Well, I initially moved with my dad, so that was the first thing I like, laughed it about. He wanted me to go to college, so I went to, like, two weeks of, like, community college. It did not work out because I never had a math class in my life in high school.

Trisha, slow down, hold on, Trisha's like, I can go, I will go fast, you can talk.

Get an hour in here. I'm like, we're at 18 and I'm like, we gotta get to 35..

Okay, first of all, I'm dying at your math comment because I was so fucking bad at math. Shout out to Oscar, he was this kid in my math class that he would. I would sit next to Oscar, and I would pretend I'm writing my whole math class, doing nothing. Then, when Oscar was done his, he would hand me his test, and I would hand him my test, and he would take my test for me.

Were already cell phones back then? way to have cell phones in high school, so I don't know we did have cell phones. But, you know, I just like, manifested.

Honestly, I absolutely will take credit for that. I did, yes, I absolutely made the iPhone happen, for sure, 100%.

No, I've never had friends, so like, my friends were literally, like I said, I was just like hitting up like celebrities, just trying to be like, hey. But I've never had friends in school, never had friends. Now. I'm just not a friend person.

You saying so casually when you're talking to dispatch, you're like, Okay, and then I.

Went into stripping, I love it. You said you have an hour, so I was like, let's get it in an hour. I guess it was like three and a half hours.

In No. I was more saying, Tricia, we need to at least get to an hour. You're going to talk about your whole life story in 30 seconds. You're like, Okay, so then I went into this thing that I was like, okay, so you got. Finally after. Like, you were in L.A. for a second, you were having some success, and then you just casually were like, and then I became a stripper.

Yeah, yeah. So I just had like no money. I was just like running out of money. My mom, like, was helping me as much as she could.

Care where my life goes? When you said, your dad cut you off, like, What happened? Oh just.

Cause, like, I didn't want to do school and he's just like, I'm not going to support you.

And yeah, I mean, you're on your own. Were you scared at all whenever you were stripping? Like, were there any moments where you, like, got into situations where you're like, I am?

Like, a little scared, Oh yeah, I feel like all of it, like going home without guys all the time, like, Yeah, it's crazy that, like, I'm alive, it all scared me.

Get that, I think it's like when you almost like, can get into something that you just kind of fall into. And then you can almost just like, keep going down that rabbit hole. And you almost don't know when like to stop, or when to like, check yourself, cause again, you're right at that age, like, if you don't have someone like that's a parent being like, stop it. You kind of can just start to go wild and like, not know, like, what is bad, what is good? And I'm finding myself and I'm figuring myself out.

Drank like, I just didn't. I wasn't having like sex in high school or something like that, cause I just never. I never was that person. I don't know, so maybe I just thought, like, La, be wild.

You're right, though, I can see what you're saying of, like going from, like being in a position where you're like, oh, like. I wanted to be liked by these men and then to get this profession where, like, they all love you and they're all paying attention to you. But then I can imagine like the drugs probably made you get into situations.

Why did this happen? Oh my gosh, I mean, honestly, a lot of them that I like blacked out, I mean, really, just. I mean, I've been kidnapped a bunch of times. Where it's just like, you wake up in like a truck and the truck's moving and stuff like that. Yeah, Trisha.

When you would wake up in the back of those trucks, like, What did you do, you? kind of.

Just don't do anything well, you know? You're like coming off a drug, so you kind of just like, let things happen. You're just like, Oh, and then they like, let you off or something like that, so you kind of just and you don't again. I just I didn't think of it like anything. I hear people talk about their stories and for me, it just like I say it casually, because it's to me, it almost seems casual.

At some point, you kind of have to just like, disconnect from it. Because a lot of that, like for any woman listening like that is, I'm sitting here being like, Sorry, you woke up in the back of the truck, like, that's so scary. I do think, obviously, when you're on drugs, though, everything can become way less intimidating because your senses are like, not heightened whatsoever. You're just like, kind of in a sedated state.

How do you feel? It's almost like I just don't even know that life, you know? It's kind of like my high school life, I don't know that life.

Of I was messed up for a long time. So well, yeah, I think a lot of the time it's like the body keeps things in. But like, if you've done such a good job, essentially like dissociating from it. Like, I get what you're saying, I'm like, you're telling the story. But you don't personally feel that affected by it right now, because you have survived through it. And you're like, I don't really like connect to that person anymore, which I think is how a lot of people survive. And I think there's also like a stigma where people, which I completely understand, when people would look at you being like, well, you have to figure it out and you have to solve it.

Yeah, I definitely had that. I've definitely had that where I had to, like, talk to someone, because it was like, if someone like touched me, like, I was. You know, it's like just dealing with all that stuff, so I've definitely dealt with that for sure, but yeah.

Yeah, I'm curious, like going through that with men and like, being in positions where obviously, I'm sure. Like you've kind of alluded, like there's taking advantage moments like, how did you kind of, like, rebuild your relationship to men?

I think I just like always hated men and I feel like I'm still kind of there, especially like giving birth. I just had like such bad experiences with men, like not understanding postpartum. So I just, and I've just all my life was just like any type of men I've, just like, I don't know.

Yeah, no, but I get what you're saying. I think like when you've been like, fucked over or wronged by men, or even just as simple as like, they don't understand women. And there are some men that when you're actually looking at them in the eyes, you're like, Oh, you don't get what I'm talking about, you don't get what I'm like, even trying to say to you.

Yeah, and that's how I feel. And you're right, there are, there are. Like, my husband's like, amazing, and I have like a friend that has like an amazing husband too.

It's so fucked up. And then to see, like how many women men then want to have like a say on what women do with their bodies.

Oh, well, that's a whole other. That's just, yeah, that's what I'm saying with, like, postpartum or hormones, when you're pregnant, all the stuff, you know, all the abortion stuff. It's like, it's infuriating that, like, men have a say, period, and I just feel like men should not have a say ever about anything like.

Dating and stuff when you're in the dating world like, I'm sorry, but like, I get it. Women are always going to try to like, look cute for the day and look this way and talk this way. Like, there are little things we always do because we still live in a man's world, so it's like we have to be delicate with how we unravel it.

The best, it's the best feeling. I love it, it's just so great and I'm like, I don't care if I'm skinny enough.

Make you feel the opposite. That's almost worse than being in the dating game. Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, that's awful. You're like, Yeah.

Judging what you eat, counting how many nuggets you eat. It's like that to me. And I thought I was like, So in love. And then you look back and you're just like, Oh my god, this person, like, hated me. But I was trying so hard, everything I could, and I'm like, and it's happened.

None that would count. How many chicken nuggets you would eat? yeah.

On camera?

No.

Yeah, it's like, still out there, it's like compilations all the time. Yeah, it's like.

You're like, leave me the fuck alone, let me eat my nuggets in peace, you piece of shit.

It's like, So it's actually like, traumatizing. When I think back, I'm like, Oh my God. And to this day, I literally had a cry the other night, like we were eating pasta. Like, something triggered me from like that relationship, and I was just like, and it's so weird.

Right, it's like, it's like, wipe your tears and eat your pasta, trisha.

Yeah.

Okay, I read a study that, like pasta, makes you happier.

Yes, I repost that on my Instagram all the time. I was like, repost.

I'm like, absolutely happier. Let's go pasta every night.

It's true, I eat, I eat pasta every night, usually I don't care, and then like, I don't know, third day.

I totally get it, yeah. When you were talking about your time in L.A. and like, struggling with drugs, did you ever have, like, a rock bottom moment where you're like, I've got to?

So many, so many. That was. That was a rock bottom moment in, like, when I was 19, that happened like, I literally, I lived next to. His name was Christopher Dennis.

Trisha Oh my god, wow.

And that was documented that 2019.

Cause you were on YouTube at that point.

Yeah, I was making like a lot of videos, there's a lot of deleted videos with the people I was with. Yeah, it just was really, like, crazy.

Let's talk about your OG YouTube days. Because yes, there were some videos put out that like people considered controversial and people like, tried to bring your old YouTube videos back to this day. Like, you got involved in, like, I feel like a good bit of drama back then. Like, when you look back at the OG YouTube days, how do you feel about them, and how would you even describe them?

It's like so many eras of YouTube, too, like the OG ones were just like, so great. It was like before you could make money on YouTube. It was just like fun. And then you start making money and then it's like, where do you find your niche? Like I said, I'd never felt like I had like talent.

But I do think it's helpful that you're like, explaining your backstory, and that's why I wanted to talk to you about it today. Because it's like, for sure, I bet I'll get comments being like, Why the fuck are you having Trisha Paytas on? like, what the fuck? I totally understand that.

Never, Oh, my God. Oh. Back then, I just couldn't. I didn't care about me, I didn't think anything of the future. I was just like, I need to make money.

Yeah, that's what I also think sometimes, like, people feel like they're lucky because they can make their fake accounts. But like, God forbid, one day all of your fake account comments and trolling and you like telling people to go kill themselves or whatever. Like, there are people on the internet that are so ruthless, but they don't have the balls to do it publicly and have their own name on it.

Oh yeah, I mean, for so long, like a good, like 10 12 years. I was so addicted, I was just so miserable. Like any attention was good attention, money was just money.

Time totally. Why do you think, though, second chances are so important? Because I think.

People do, like change, I think majority of humans evolve as human beings, especially when you get older, when you find happiness, when you find love, like you mean, people do change. And I think, like, that's the whole point of humanity, right? Is like the evolution of it all. Like, I think our society shows that, like, you know, from like us in like the sixties, you know, with like, segregation.

I agree, I think also it's really difficult on the internet when you have a persona that I even feel it sometimes like, I feel like, sometimes I've met people and they're like, Oh my gosh, like.

Yeah, cause you just hear all this stuff, right? You hear all the drama, and so you're just like, Wow, she's ruthless and you know not to say, I don't judge.

No, I appreciate you saying that because I think that's the point. Is like, we see people online and most of the time we never get to meet these people in person. So, like, there's a image online that people will like, assume of you, and it's really fucking hard to break away from that. And so obviously, like, I know my my. The way that I got through, it was like, I know the truth and I know what happened. And I know I feel like I can go to sleep and I'm a good person and I have good people around me and like. And if I'm good with my life off the internet, I think that I did become a better version of myself on the internet. Because it's like, when all you are looking for is validation from the internet, which it seems like at one point, that was. You didn't have friends, you were really in a dark place. Like, you're going to just say some crazy fucking shit and you don't give a fuck.

Oh my God, so different. Now. It's like, Oh, I don't want to embarrass my husband, I don't want to embarrass my wife. So it changes everything about you. That's what I knew.

My god huge, I love them, huge, and there's like tiny little writing.

Old nudes from 2020 and people still new people come in. I sell them. Or just like, sending you, I mean sending them too, but don't you guys tell now? I feel like you can tell by the dates now.

Nudes online I just was such a nude girl, like I remember I dated this guy that was obsessed with nudes. To the point where it was like, very unhealthy. And he was like, like, every day you're sending him them.

Like, Mosey, my way over to the bathroom, Oh, you took them fresh, I thought you'd have.

Like a library. No, no, no, no, trust me, I and oh my god, like I would absolutely edit them. I would like, I know literally I. I would like I would be at work on the clock, getting paid.

You'd give them the stall, oh, for sure, for sure, for sure, and so I would get out.

And I would go back to my desk and I would like look around. And I would always had a girl behind me and whenever she would go to lunch, I would pull up my nude. I would go on PicMonkey and I would start like rearranging, like make the ass fatter, like everything. And then I would like send it off to him and be like, here you go, and he'd be like, So hot, so fire, and then I would save those, though.

Would it ever get out? No one ever posted it. No, because I think, like, I know the amount.

Of people that I've sent it to, like, I know those specific guys, and if they ever did like, I think they know, I would try to sue them. So I think they're, like, too scared.

Especially now I feel like they would put you out there cause you're you, right, but.

I'm like, Yeah, but like, try me, let's go to court, motherfucker. But God forbid, like I ever feel like I got to pull out, I'm going to bring out my. I have literally an old nude like catalog like album. Like, Yeah, me too. You know, you've got that Mac book that you've got it on, and you're like, Ooh, which one should I use today?

Kind of like, everyone's doing it now, but I get you, I totally get you meeting your.

Celebrity idols Have you ever? Who are your idols? Oh, I love meeting celebrity idols.

Yeah, I think I think like the bigger the idol, the nicer they are. I feel. I feel like when you want, like a Z-list person, they have like, you know, maybe like Tom Sandoval or something. I don't know, I don't really know him, but I just know he's all over TikTok.

Talking about this on your podcast, What was the DM from him? Literally, I was on a.

Podcast like two weeks of his acting show. And I was like, Oh, I, I pay for music, and I'm like, I just bought like six of the weeknd's songs. And he's like, thanks for the support, me and my team appreciate you. He like, sent me a DM and I was like, Wow.

I spent $6 on his music and everything. No, they do, because I think I saw who did I see? I think I saw Snoop Dogg recently saying, like, there were a billion streams and he made.

40k from it. No, that's wild to me. That's why I buy the music off iTunes and I still do, and they appreciate it. I mean, I was shook.

DMS It's crazy, like, literally, maybe they need to start onlyfans like, Fuck. He's like, babe. Thanks for the $6..

Go, he would make bank if he was on OnlyFans. Well, I mean, the idol was basically like OnlyFans. It was just him, like fucking Lily Rose Depp, and I loved it. That's how I became a fan this year.

I love how, also, like, you're right, we've kind of changed the game for every single question. What was the game originally? Oh, I want to hear your opinion on, Oh, okay.

Okay, Taco Bell Um, I'm not a I love fast food, but I'm just not a Taco Bell fan. What's your favorite fast food place? Um, McDonald's.

Go to Chick-fil-a with one of your gay friends. I think it's fine, then it cancels it out.

I think so, they love it, so chick-fil-gay.

I love fast food, but they're all problematic. They are okay. So McDonald's first, then Chick-fil-a. Do you like Wendy's?

I love Wendy's spicy nugget. I'm just a nugget person nugget, so I only get nuggets at all these places. What do you dip it into?

I have food for you to try downstairs. Now. I'm like, rethinking everything. Wait, did you make it? Um, I'm having someone make it right now.

I don't know.

I just begged someone downstairs. I'm like, Listen, there's this one pasta that I want Tricia to try. Do you think? Wait, what? Yeah, I want you to try it.

Like, Progresso, Yeah, is that like, Wait, what? oh, Progresso? It's like prego sauce.

Okay, is that progress?o? I have, prego.

I can't breathe, it's in a, it's in a jar, and I swear to God. Tricia, I want you to try it. Like, I know you like plain stuff, but like, I'm interested to see your take on it. I love pasta sauce, okay?

Where's that going, I guess? Bonus content.

I'm like, you're going to save her ten hours, right? I love it. We're good to go, I will.

Okay, so no to taco bell. No taco bell. Okay, I'm crying, okay. Internet trolls. What is your opinion on them?

Oh gosh, oh wow. I have a soft spot for them because I was an internet troll for a minute now, I can't stand them. I see people like yelling at the camera, being ridiculous.

You should literally, like, every time you see somebody doing trolling videos, be like, Trust me, stop.

Don't stop. Yeah, there's that girl, that Pearl girl out there now, and I'm like, girl, let's pump the brakes. This is going to follow you forever.

Dude, wait, I feel like I know who you're talking about.

She's like, mean, anti. Yeah, she's like, kind of anti-woman. I think, I don't know. She's like a woman, but like, hates women.

Does she have, like strawberry red hair?

Yeah, mm-hmm.

She's made videos about me being Alex Cooper, and I always just stop it immediately.

Oh yeah.

I never watch the video because I'm too scared, I don't want to know.

Yeah, I don't want to be scared of everyone and I get it. It's like a shtick or something, hopefully. But I'm like, girl, this is like, not going to do well for you. Because you'll like, run out of money, like you'll spend the money, I know.

I'm just like no girl.

Girl, stop, stop, I know.

She'll probably clip this and be like, you fucking whore shut up, like, Oh.

Literally, why fuck?

No, I know I used to be scared of people talking about me, but I'm like, Oh no, I just I literally like, I have again. It comes from a place of, I know what it's like, like, I get it, and I'm just like, Oh no.

Do you ever scroll on TikTok and if you hear someone talking about you, do you watch the videos? Oh, no, I scroll.

I'm scared.

I scroll instantly. The last, I don't even want to talk about it, but the last person I saw talk about me. I like literally cried for days. Why? Yeah? She told me. I looked like I had electrocuted hair and I like cried for literally like a week. And I'm like, why is this affecting me so much? It was literally like a month ago and I couldn't stop crying.

Wait, I'm so sorry, that's so mean.

I had a lot of postpartum hair loss, but then when I was young, people made fun of me for having, like, frizzy hair. It was this whole thing. So I kind of so. It hasn't happened in so long that someone made fun of my hair. I'm used to weight, I'm used to acne, and I was like, Oh, my God.

That's when it's the most fucked up is if it's something from. Like, when you were younger, that was like something you got the shit bullied out of you for, or that you were just insecure about it. For yourself. Yeah, when you're an adult and someone picks on it, you're like, I'm regressing to being 12 right now and I'm sobbing. Yeah, that's how I felt, that's how I felt.

It's like that and like eating like chicken parm, like, both of those things are like weird things that you wouldn't think like. People call me fat, people call me other things, and I'm just like, Oh, I don't care, but those I don't know.

I'm so sorry, yeah.

But it's because I, like, stayed on it for a minute. I saw and I was just like, let me hear what this person has to say. Because I like the person. Because I was like, Oh, I love this person. I talk nice about them all the time, and I was like, Oh, shit.

It's just like, again, stop being mean to people on the internet, like, why are? Also? I just feel like it's so we're so above, or at least we should be commenting on women's appearance.

Yeah.

Are we done with that?

Just in general, like hair weight, I'm just like, that's it right? Like there should be. And again, I guess it's like a compliment. That's what you're going for.

True.

But it's the worst thing to hear as a woman is, like, your appearance, you know?

You're right, and I feel like it's expected from a man because it's like, you're dumb, but from a woman, you're like, –.

You know, it sucks, it sucks because I'm so like pro-women now, so I'm very, and I know I haven't always been. That's what I'm saying. The karma kind of comes back to me, I'm like, all right.

You got thick skin, girl.

Yeah, sometimes, sometimes, sometimes. I really do like, I haven't cried in a long time, and I was like, Oh my God, why am I crying?

Well, at least you allow yourself to cry. I feel like sometimes people hold it in too much. If you're going to cry, cry and then keep eating that pasta, yeah, let's go.

Cry cry.

How do you feel about reincarnation? Do you believe in it?

Oh, I don't know.

What do you think, didn't I see something on the internet that people were convinced? What is the theory?

My baby, Yes, oh yeah, I did, I did have, I did birth the reincarnation of Queen Elizabeth last year, I guess.

Oh my god, you know why you were probably so searched? It's like you kind of like, tapped into it the Royal family. But everyone in England was like, Wait, who is this bitch?

Like, what the fuck is going on?

The day she died, I'm like, trending. I have a screenshot like right underneath her, like, it's so bizarre, I know.

Don't even start it.

I was, Yeah, it's funny. At the time, I was actually a little traumatized. I was like, Oh my God, what did I do like? cause I didn't even start it?

Not like that bad of drama to be a part of, because you're like, oh my God, like I just gave birth to, like the new Queen.

Yeah.

But that's also going to be such an interesting thing, like if your daughter googles herself one day, like, not a bad Google.

Yeah, for sure, your Queen, and she kind of is, she's very like Royal Regal, she waves to everybody.

Hey, how do you feel about retail therapy? Oh, my god.

That's all I do all day, every day, I spend way too much money.

What do you spend your most money on purses?

I have so many purses. yeah, I have too many. I probably have, I don't know, maybe 500 purses, and I sell a lot too, 500 purses.

Wait, but you said you never leave your house.

Yeah, I just buy it online. Like 2020, I bought like six birkins that were like a million dollars altogether, and now I can't sell them. I wish I could. I've had so many birkins that are ugly and I'm like, Oh, I have like a dead Ostrich in my closet.

And you like you barely leave your house also.

So like, where do you wear them, dear? You're like, I love your Prada bag. I'm like, thank you.

Oh my God. So, like, whenever you're going to go do an appearance, you'll wear it, but other than that, it just sits in the closet.

But my closet is beautiful, it's like sparkles and shine. It makes me really happy, like they actually just make me happy to look at them. I used to, like, never wear my purses out.

Look at them. What's your favorite one?

Oh, I have the Paris Hilton Birkin, like the pink one with the swarovskis on it, it's the same retailer that got up, the pretty Porter.

Okay.

I think that you obviously exude confidence and I know you have kind of like lately in this interview talked about. Just like your relationship to men has evolved, but to women that are like, Trisha, how the fuck do we get confident in the bedroom? Like, what personally would you say makes you feel the most confident in your sex life?

You know what it is? I always say this to everyone is like, guys really don't care if they're like with you at that point, where they're like, undressing you like, they don't care. Do you know what I mean? I don't know.

If you put on deodorant that day, girls, they're fine.

Yeah.

You're good, just do a little wash. It's such a good point. Men are, like, kind of disgusting, yeah.

No.

Show up.

I, yeah, I've been with, and I've been with all types of night. I think like in like, I've been saying, like, oh, I've been, like on the streets or whatever. But I also know it's like, you know, some WWE wrestlers that, like, prefer a big girl. You know what I mean, and they like, love it and they can't get enough of it, you know what I mean?

No, I think that's great. I think that's why I know people want to hear from you on it. Because I think you're right of. Like, we are in our own heads so much more than men are. Like, if you're right, if he's in the room with you and wanting to have sex with you.

There you go, Yeah, he's, that's it. They're not going to be like, No, thank you. I've never had anybody like, Oh, no.

Like, you've got a vagina, they're going to, Oh, yeah.

Yeah, guys are very easy that way. So I always feel bad when girls get like, self-conscious and I'm like, Hey, guys want you, yeah.

Like, I've had girls write in being like, Oh my god, like I'm insecure about my labia, or the way it looks. I'm like, don't be, oh right, don't be men, don't give a fuck.

And people love all types, they love the outies, the innies, the in-betweenies, they love all of it.

Exactly, yeah, who cares? How old were you when you had your first orgasm?

Oh, oh, my God, like 32..

I love that you say that, though, because I think so many women, even if they would lie about it, like, Oh, I bet a lot of women feel that same way. Like they. We, of course, we didn't have orgasms at such a young age because men don't know how to fucking please us.

Guys, don't care about it.

Did you give it yourself or did you get it from a guy?

Oh, the first time, the first time was with a threesome, it was like in a threesome, they had one of those. I call them hibachis, they're not hibachi.

Hitachi Yes.

That, like, changed my life for real. That was like I was in like this, like thruffle, and they used it on me. And I was like, Oh my god. That was when I was like, I didn't know if I was peeing or what I was like. Everything was going everywhere, it was insane.

Wait, that's so funny, because Bridget and Holly when they came on, Bridget was the one that talked about it. She was, like, with Hef, like, obviously we weren't getting off, so we would have these Mr. Hitachis, and she taught me about it.

They're so good, yeah. And so that was like the thing where I was like, Oh, that's even when I did. OnlyFans, like all my sporting ones, are with that. Because it's just like it's just so intense. Like if you don't know how to do it or whatever, cause, I'm like, how does that even happen?

Wait, right, yeah, it doesn't force you in a bad way, but you're the one pressing the button, yeah.

Yeah.

But it's like you don't even have a choice, cause it's so much pressure and you're just like, Well, this is going to happen.

Here we go. Yeah, wait, that's so interesting.

So if you have like trouble orgasming or you don't know how it's supposed to feel like going on, like the big setting of those.

And just get it going. Yeah, yeah, wait, when you say you were in a throuple, was it for just sexual or were you actually in a relationship with a couple?

It kind of was just sexual, but they did come to my birthday party. I think she's done like videos about me, I think she did an interview with about someone. It was like my first like throuple relationship. They were gorge.

I don't know.

I think I was just like, so curious about everything.

How do you even get involved in that, like, do you like, did you meet her or him?

Tinder, Oh, him on Tinder, yeah, and then he's like, This is my girl, they show right away that this is my girlfriend.

And how did, how do those things end?

It was fine, honestly, I think, Um, what was that one?

I know.

I'm trying to think I was dating a lot of people at the time. I was like, dating so many people. So I think I was just like, not like looking to date. I think they wanted to date, date.

Yeah, like three people in a relationship is tough.

Oh, I don't know how they do that yet, but they did that all the time with people. And I think they wanted to bring someone in. Like to date, and I don't know. I think for me, I was like, Oh, I'm going to introduce, like my parents, like my mom.

I don't know, okay, no, I get that you're like, Hi, this is my couple, yeah.

Yeah.

I see it on TikTok and I think more power to people, but I'm always like, it's still bizarre to me. I get that. Maybe it'll get more normalized.

So the Mr. Hitachi, what are? I was going to say? What are your top three like sex toys in the bedroom that you would recommend? So one is Mr. Hitachi. What are another two?

I think that's pretty much it. I've been liking plugs lately, which I normally don't love, like an anal thing. But I just think they look really pretty. And it feels like it just feels more pressurized. I've been really into like that lately, it's great.

I completely agree.

I've never had, like, a gang bang, but I'm assuming that's what it feels like, right? Like you're all your holes filled.

I don't know, maybe not.

Maybe I don't know what a gang bang is.

I love you Trisha.

That's what I would imagine, not to say. I want all my holes filled. By the way, I usually prefer just sex like we do vanilla sex, but I love it like it's like my fave. I don't need two things to soak me up.

So the plug can just be like, there, it's fun.

It's fun for like an added like bonus. You know what I mean? But yeah, I'm kind of just vanilla actually. When it comes to like sex, I kind of just like love to have sex with just as is.

I like, Yeah, I like that.

Yeah, but yeah.

Do you if you have advice for someone like, how do you approach your partner if you want to try a new thing in the bedroom? I don't know.

I guess, just be honest, although, you know, I've had people ask me to do some weird stuff and I'm like, that's weird. So I don't know. I'm like, the last person to ask about this kind of thing, right?

Like, try to read the room, maybe.

Yeah, like, know your partner. Like, if he asked me to do something freaky, I might like, look at him, kind of weird.

I don't know like I'm done breaking up with you.

Yeah, I've had people like, ask me to, like, hang upside down, like weird stuff. I'm like, I don't know. I mean, I guess that's like a thing with like swings.

Hang upside down, right? like, how would they fuck you if you're hanging upside down?

Yeah, it's like the swing and you're like, upside down and I guess it. I don't know. I didn't do it because I'm like, that looks so dangerous, high up.

Just like, get a headache.

Yeah, I don't like it, I don't like anything that involves like hurting blood, any of that stuff. Like people always want to, like, slice you open and stuff. I'm like, No, thank you.

Have you had someone ask you?

Yes.

Multiple times.

They want to slice you open. Yeah, are you fucking Armie Hammer?

Yes, and not him. Oh, someone close, actually. When that came out, I was like, wait, and then I was like, Oh, no, it's someone who kind of looks like him.

No way.

I think celebrities can be like the freakiest, especially like those kind of celebrities that are like D-list, you know, they're kind of like, freaky.

You know, Tom Sandoval's cutting them up.

Whoa?

So you've had people literally be like, they want to, what do they do? They just want to cut you or drink your blood.

Yeah, just drink the blood and also just like slice you like on your stomach a little bit. Because they say it's like, has fat there, so you can't die like you can't bleed out.