The Pilot for My Reality Show: Italy Edition [VIDEO]

Was that kind of cool with the van?

What is up, Daddy Gang? It is your founding father, Alex Cooper.

We love you daddy gang. Oh my god, it's so nice to meet you. I'm filming the intro right now for the I'm Gonna Do a Milan episode. You guys, do you care if you're on the podcast?

And the outfits are gonna get better, I promise.

To which I said, Well, give me a chance.

If you don't watch it, you wouldn't know that. I'm currently sitting here drinking a warm cappuccino on the streets of Milan, having the time of my fucking life.

Insert some like Italian music.

La la la la la la la la la la.

I haven't seen anyone wearing uggs. I'm feeling very fashion forward.

What's your name, Elise, Elise?

I can sniff daddy gang.

You were in Milan with me. Because let's keep it real. The only reason I'm here is because of you. You guys have given me every opportunity that I could have ever dreamed of in the world. So thank you, this is for you.

I'm like, that was easy. When I'm on the street, I got one shot, baby cheated, girls cheated.

I was gonna ask that man, he gave me one of those looks of like, if you speak to me, I will spit on you. This is why I love Italy. It's like, we don't fuck with idiots, me being the idiot.

Everyone is shamelessly taking photos and I love it. I want everyone this week. If you have an outfit in your closet and you've been struggling to feel confident, no daddy gang, you're gonna get out and you're gonna do what everyone in Milan is doing right now. Which is like, Bitch, I look fucking good, take a picture.

So let's talk about how did I get here? Currently, I am an hour into being into Milan. I landed after a just a casual 12-hour plane ride. I will say the travel experience was 10 out of 10 for what it could be a 10 out of 10 because I traveled on this airline. It looked a little bit more like a spaceship.

I slept a little bit, I watched a lot of Love Island and I had a man snoring next to me and now I'm here. We've got a lot to do, we gotta go back to the hotel, we gotta change because we have to go to a fitting.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no no.

Ciao Bella, I'm so fucking jet lagged right now, I've been chugging coffee, so naturally, I'm gonna shit my pants. I ordered some bacon. We are just getting through it.

Everything's gonna be fine, I'm fine.

Hot, I came to Milan and I'm going to the Prada Show and I've kept my schedule pretty light. Contrary to most people coming to Fashion Week, Big Al's relaxing. I don't wanna push myself too hard, I wanna, like, really enjoy myself in Milan.

But now that I'm here, all my friends are going to this GCDS show, which is an incredible brand. So I'm like, Well, then I wanna go also to the GCDS Show. So today we are going to a fitting. I'm gonna go to their showroom and they are going to give me options for outfits. Whichever one I feel the most me in, or maybe not me, maybe I'll go out of my comfort zone.

Whatever I like the most, I will pick and then I will go to the fashion show the next day and I will wear that outfit at the fashion show. So let me show you this room, Hey CHD, welcome to my crib, this is my closet.

I have all these outfits that I brought to Milan with me. I didn't put any of this together, my stylist put this together for me. Basically, every single outfit has the photo of me that they took back in L.A. And it has the bag that they attached that I should put together and the outfits.

And so every single one has a photo of me, the bags, the jewelry that I should be wearing, and then every day I just pick one and we wear it. I think I'm going to wear this outfit to the fitting today. Oh, she's going to need a steamer. I'm going to wear this one because this makes me feel the most like myself.

Get out of your comfort zone. I said, go to Milan and have fashion week. I'm going to put jeans and a t-shirt on. Oh, come look at all these bags, they gave me a bunch of bags to bring, which is fun.

Some givenchy, we have, Prada, we have Fendi, we have a lot of options, so these are all for my stylist.

I only own one of these and it is my Prada bag that I bought myself. All of this and all of this. I just want to be clear. I don't own any of this and I'm going to have to give this back to my stylist. That's how it works. It ain't as glamorous as you think when you see girls on Instagram that you're like, Oh, they have so many cool things.

No, they don't, they have it for 30 seconds and then it's gone. You want to go to the bathroom, let's go, we have to go down a flight of stairs to get to the bathroom.

At midnight was that ideal? No, but I got my step 10. I think I'm not going to wear makeup to this fitting, except for chapstick and a little brush of the eyebrow. I didn't do a spray tan.

Anybody that knows me knows internally I'm having a panic attack that I don't have a spray tan on. But I felt like it was better to go natural for fashion week. Okay, I'm going to go change, I will be back.

It's not going to be that big of a reveal, it's just jeans and a t-shirt.

Okay, we're ready. I like this because I do feel really fucking comfortable. Who doesn't love an oversized jacket? I need to get some sunglasses from my good friend Kate because I don't, Oh, who's at the door?

Ciao, ciao, okay, we're going to do that one more time, everyone, because we want to look natural and five, six, seven, eight.

It feels heavier. Wait, this is for me. Maybe it's alcohol. We could use that right now.

You know what I mean, like, I was there, but I wasn't there. This is like my first ever fashion week and I'm with Prada, so I can just die now.

Kate, Do you want to hear some really sad news? No, before I came here, I cut my hair with kitchen scissors and I can't wear my hair down this entire fashion week because it's literally a fucking bob. So we're doing an updo and no one will ever know why. Now we are going to the GCDS.

Fitting, come along.

We can't find our Uber, it's totally fine. My biggest pet peeve is being late, though, so if she makes me late, you will hear me blaming her. Cause I offered to get a car. No, I didn't.

I'll pretend and make sure that you did. She doesn't remember anything. Oh, this is Kate Bailey. I've introduced her a couple of times, but I'm going to put all of her accomplishments and her job description right on the page. She is. You're going to be scrolling for so long.

Good luck. It starts with. She's actually my publicist, but it's so much more than that. It goes to. She's my pimple popper, she's my fashionista. Slash. I guess she's. she kind of also is my stylist, she's my side stylist.

I can't speak to the camera, I'm like in work mode and you'll be able to see when I switch.

I don't give a fuck, as long as I'm comfortable, really, I'm more of a diva than you are.

I really am.

We're at GCDX, let's go.

So colorful, this is everything I wish I had three tits.

Oh, I'm Alex, nice to meet you. thank you for having me.

Hello, I'm getting ready to go to a dinner. I am very excited. Slash. Not excited whatsoever. Because I don't know anyone that I'm going to dinner with, except for Kate, who you guys met earlier. I think I've said this like a couple times. I definitely have some social anxiety when it comes to, like, going to things that I don't know people. I think more so if I know, I'm walking into a situation where I know the people that are all gonna be. There are friends, and I'm the one person that no one fucking knows.

I just like, get in my head of like, am I gonna fit in? I'm like, really out of my comfort zone right now, and my element being at fashion Week, I don't feel like I'm a fashionista girl. Let me go also make sure I'm charging my phone.

Come with me basically, I just wanted to share this because I was finishing getting ready and I had like that kind of like pit in my stomach. Naturally, I'm wanting to like fake and be like, Oh my god, I'm so jet-lagged, I can't go.

But then I remembered something good has to come out of this. So I figured, if I go to this dinner and I have an awful time, I can come home and cry to you guys about it. I'm going with people that are like fashion influencers. I think that also makes me anxious. Will I have anything in common with these people?

I think sometimes I've been working on, like, not trying to judge anyone before I meet them, because I'm like, I'm sure people fucking judge me. Like, I have literally had people firsthand be like, you're the call her daddy girl, like, I thought you're gonna be XYz, and then they meet me. So I'm trying to do that, and maybe that's also something you guys can work on of. Like, every time we walk in a room and we think we know people most of the time.

We don't know fucking shit, especially from Instagram. Did I stalk all the people that are gonna be at this dinner? Absolutely did that make me not want to go yes and no?

A part of me was like, these girls seem like they'd be cool, and another part of me is like, Well, they think I'm like a weirdo and like, don't know anything about fashion. When is the last time I actually showed up to something and someone was bitchy to me?

Every time I think this way and then I actually show up to an event and myself, I make friends, but every single time I'm like, getting ready, I get nervous. So I think, like anyone listening at home, actually think to yourself like one, if people are actually assholes to you, then you're in the wrong room, but most of the time, if you put yourself out there, I know it's annoying that we have this social media world where we feel like we get to stop people and make our decisions and think what we want about them before we even meet them. Which is so fucked up.

But I do think that's something that was also holding me back. I'm also gonna just drink lychee martinis, eat some sushi, you know, nothing can go wrong when you have some alcohol and sushi. I just would like to say I think it's actually exciting. I'm watch me like twisting my words here. Now. I'm like, I'm fucking excited for tonight. Because I do want to prove myself wrong of, like, Yeah, these people are fashion influencers.

What else can I ask them about themselves other than just fashion and bags and jewelry? Although I would love to know, like, what bag I should buy? But I just wanted to show you guys. Because I feel like you're gonna see my Instagram, you're gonna see this whole vlog and you're gonna be like, Oh, Alex is in Milan. Like, life looks so cool. Like, of course, it's fucking amazing, but there's also shit that, like, you're all dealing with at home. That I'm like, I'm sitting here to being fucking nervous to go out. And I just want to show all the sides of that shit. Because I don't think it's healthy when people are like, this is my look.

This is my look and this is my life. Yeah, no, I'm shitting my fucking pants and I'm nervous and I don't want to go. And I almost canceled. But we have our outfit on, so let's go.

I am here with the fashion queens of Milan Fashion Week pan to my right.

I am here with the Queens Xenia and Tamara. I have no idea what I'm doing, I'm not a fashion girly. What are we doing to be more confident when we're putting on an outfit? We're going out in public?

So you're not like?

Let's watch the pros. I'm ready to watch this, cuz I'm gonna copy every fucking thing they teach me to do.

Oh, inquisitive look at them, checking their pockets.

I'm gonna work on it tonight alone in my hotel room. I wanted to thank you guys so much. If I get one good fucking photo tomorrow, it's because of my girls, because I would have sprinted inside. Thank you, I love you. I was like I was sightseeing.

I was like, on the floor, what's in the bush? Thank you, thank you. No, I don't need one.

You keep it for yourself, you keep it for yourself. I don't know. No, no, no, sir, sir, thank you.

Thank you, thank you.

I'm gonna bring this to Prada tomorrow, so I have a prop. We had so much fun during the dinner. I never know what people want to be down to like, do content.

I was like, would you guys be down to be on my podcast? They were so excited to help me out and obviously you just saw them. Show me how to not walk, how to not walk.

My second walk was this I'm right at the museum.

These sites are incredible. My publicist over here can attest Kate When I'm in front of a camera, what happens?

It kind of reminded me, like, who am I trying to impress of them? why I'm trying to impress? Prada? Um, but like, other than that, just have fun with it. So let's go home and let's get sleep so I don't pass out good night.

Okay, we did it. There's gotta be something in there.

Pellegrino Sponsor us, a TV show made by three people. So daddy Gang. I've always just had this fantasy and dream of, like, doing a confessional. So basically, I wanted to give you the lowdown on what I feel. Alex, I can fucking see you.

Welcome to my confessional. I'm going to pretend the house isn't here, actually, you should just leave the room.

Okay, anyway, the one thing that I love, I feel like I should say I love more things about her. Hold on.

She says no to networking dinners, she says no to private celebrity birthday parties. It's constant, and as a publicist, it's sad. If a celebrity were to come into the dad pad, she would sit them down, she would have no issue.

She's not shaking, she's not nervous, She's like, come on, let's get into it to have her agree to coming to Milan. Fashion Week, which, by the way, like, I was praying to. Not only God, God, but like the fashion gods, like the shoe gods, the bag gods. Not only for her, but for myself, because I'd love a new bag soon. But I've been so proud of her because. But I know it's really, really out of her element. She just doesn't let this stuff get to her head. She becomes more like a turtle that just wants to go in her shell.

Thank you for tuning into Kate's confessional.

She wants to come back in. Yeah, because I'm sweating. This was a lot of pressure for me.

Surprisingly, I'm like, actually not that nervous, and I don't know if it's because I'm so fucking tired. Then I'm like, nothing matters at this point. Go have fun, girl. I think it's gonna be fun like I have my moments of stressing out about shit, but I'm like, what I need to go fucking have fun.

Really intoxicating to me. Like, I love sitting down with people and getting to know them and getting to know their life story. And like, understanding what about them makes them, why they are, or their public facing persona. What's the difference? And like, who knows, in a year I could change the whole fucking show format and do something different. But right now, I've just been like enjoying getting to know people in a very intimate, one-on-one setting.

There happen to be cameras in the room, but I don't even feel that way anymore. Like, there's something about it that I'm just like, really enjoying it. And I think it's because my whole life I've enjoyed intimate, deep conversations. With that being said, I think that something like a fashion week or an art basel, whatever the fuck big events that people want to go to. I've like, avoided going to them is because at face value, like they come off very surface level. It feels like everyone is just judging each other, everyone is basing your worth off of your outfit. Are you wearing designer items?

It doesn't feel cozy to me. I would rather be like at home, feeling confident and comfortable with my friends and my family and my boyfriend and my dogs. Putting myself in these situations, I kind of just have no interest in being like fake and like people judging me and then people being kind of bitchy. I think I've gotten so happy with surrounding myself with really good energy, I just am like kind of being selfish with that energy.

I really want to keep that vibe going because I have been pretty happy lately and I haven't been happy the past few years. And this past year, I feel like I'm actually starting to really, like, be happy with myself and what I'm doing and where I'm at. Anything outside of that bubble, I think I've kind of had, like, an aversion to of, like, I don't want to go over there.

Fortunately, I feel like in the past 4864, how many days have I been here? whatever hours, I've been really pleasantly surprised. Number one, I think.

When you go into social environments with a preconceived notion that it's gonna be some way, I don't think. Sometimes we realize that we're acting a certain way because we think it's gonna be a certain way. Like if you're going to a high school party, a college party, and you're out of your element. Instead of being your normal, confident self, naturally, like you would be. If you're going into a room with your friends, you're gonna be a little closed off. Maybe you're coming off a certain way you don't realize, and so I'm thinking about it.

Maybe I go into these moments and I don't seem approachable when really. All I want to do is talk to people and like, do what I do on my couch with. Call her daddy, I need to go.

I just vomited everywhere, so God bless me and you, and yeah.

Yeah, it's safer, so say, thankfully, also with that kind of outfit.

I get my hair and my makeup done. I hate it. I'm just like, used to staring at myself in sweatpants and my hair up in a bun and no makeup and like chapstick. But right now, I feel like we kept the makeup really how I like it, which I'm obsessed with the makeup artists I worked with. I basically said, like, I want to look like myself.

What a fucking concept. I'm really excited and I do have massive, massive blisters just ripping through. I don't give a fuck because I'm gonna own this. Oh my god, okay, I feel, I feel.

I'll never have my first international fashion week with Prada again. And so I'm just really feeling grateful right now and I'm really excited. This is what dreams, this is what dreams are made of. Wait, watch this, hey now, hey now, sing to me Paolo Paolo on his little vestibule. Okay, what is it?

The top Who is it? Let's get her reaction, Hopefully she gives me some form of approval. What do you think?

Isn't this cute? I'm like, upset you want?

The throw up has returned. I'm feeling like a little nauseous, but like nothing that I can't hold in. I'm a little nervous because we're two minutes away. I'm also excited, I'm actually tricking myself.

I think it's gonna be, it's gonna be incredible. I feel like everyone always wears sunglasses, but I remember I saw Nick keeping up with the Kardashians episode. Chloe was like, someone was like, don't wear your sunglasses. It was at the Met or something, and she was like, it's like my protection for a minute.

So I can get my bearings and I'm not comparing myself to a Kardashian. But I'm going to take a little page out of their book and put these on. Because I'm a little nervous, and then I'm gonna take them off, I'm gonna take these off. When I'm feeling like I can actually locate my lungs and not be like, breathing from my butt, do you know what I mean? Sometimes when I'm nervous, I'll just talk about nothing.

Everything's gonna be alright in these moments. I just think about if Daddy Gang was with me. They'd be like, hyping me up, and I would be hyping them up. And we'd all be like, cheering like a fucking squad, like a cheerleading squad. No, we'd be rowdier.

We're more of like the rugby team. How about I do a breathing exercise right now? Everybody? This is the moment in the episode. We're gonna go to an ad break, but before we do, we're just going to do a little ASMR breathing exercise.

Perfect, perfect, no perfect, perfect, oh no, no see perfect, oh perfect, oh tt perfiderals.

My god.

I'm not.

So loud I was like, and I was like, nervous in front of the camera.

We're in this together. This vibe is so fucking cool, it's so dark in here, you can't really see that many people. It's like this industrial vibe.

I can already tell it's gonna be fucking insane. Just by the looks of the place, the music already lightly playing, it's like, kind of eerie. You're excited to see what's gonna happen, okay?

I love you guys so much. I will talk to you after the show. I'm so excited. Bye.

On the record, she's my daddy, I'm like.

We're back in the Prada show. I'm fucking freezing, and I immediately, Oh, my god, this is like a fucking look. I'm so cold. I had the best time of my life, but I have to immediately get in comfortable clothes.

Prada was fucking amazing. I have no words, I'm in awe and I want every single fucking thing in that collection.

Oh.

Hi Sophie, it's Father Cooper. I love you. Oh, daddy gang another day, another daddy gang slay. That's so fun that they're studying abroad. I wish I could have done that in college.

I am currently about to go meet up with a daddy gang member. Her name is Beatrice, she is from Italy. We've been dming Hi bitch.

I don't know she goes by B or Beatrice, we'll find out, let's go find.

I'm nice, I think I see her.

You guys look so cute.

We were talking about having sex and we were having our drink. You told me that American sex is so different than Italian sex.

They put me on the shit I own, the rough sex thing. Did you like it or no? I kind of like it, and I put it and I brought it here overseas. I was like, Guys, you need to learn this amazing thing that I've learned in the United States rough sex.

Okay, and then the next one is Ben Vinuti through an episode. Oh, they call her daddy.

Ben Vinuti to an episode he called her daddy, I'm so happy to meet you, like, I was so worried.

Goodbye Daddy Gang. ciao ciao.

We're just gonna do it. The second thing was, should we do a red lip or an aggressive like brown lip?

Okay, any type of lip is aggressive. Here we go, God bless the transformation and stay tuned. And hopefully I don't have a mental breakdown.

I'm so excited, it's so nice to meet you. I know Giuliano put me in these pants. I was like, Okay, go off, shut the fuck up.

Sex is gonna be on the runway. I love you, I'm so happy to meet you. thank you for coming over, thank you for listening and watching it.

Good luck, big fan, big fan. I'm a big fan and I'm gonna be a huge fan tonight. In my head, I'll be screaming for you, you're gonna kill it. I love you.

Daddy Gang is in the motherfucking show, Knowing Daddy Gang's gonna be walking in the show. I'm like, Okay, bitch, go off, Dalton, you better work, bitch.

Daddy Gang I am sitting with Legend, Legend, Legend Giuliano and he is the creative director of GCDS and we are at his show right now backstage. I need you to quickly give the Daddy Gang, who are my listeners, a little insight into. Like, your backstory and where you came from, and, like, why this means so much to you? So I'm from Naples, the south of Italy.

What do you want them to feel?

You only want to have one life and that I'd rather have fun with it than just be boring and average to someone.

So just go for something that is gonna make your life special. This is a celebration of my ideas, of my designing world, so I just have to do it for me. And then, if the message is clear and it's authentic, everyone is gonna resonate with it. I love you, thank you, thank you.

I'm so excited for you.

I want that, I want that, I want. It was incredible, I can't imagine how he feels. Let's go congratulate him.

I'm I was crying, really, and you know why? I was crying, because now I know your whole fucking story. You hope everyone's fucking mouth was on the floor and everyone was turning going, This is fucking insane. I'm saying, fucking drunk, let's go, let's get drunk.

I wasn't supposed to go to another show, I don't want to go, I'm literally about to cry.

Like, can we just try to style it for a second before you just put everything on and say, No, oh, are you fucking kidding? You're just being difficult, be honest.

Everyone's going like, Simple, Cool, I'm not fucking with you, okay?

I've never done this before because I didn't even feel like I belonged here in the first place and I have imposter syndrome. So to feel like I'm about to go to something that I'm going backwards on, which I don't feel that way now. And I appreciate you putting this together for me. But why I was like, about to cry in the room is because I'm like, I don't want to. Now I'm trying to set a standard for myself, this is not me putting on a dress, being like, I need a hot Instagram.

It's like, it's for the brand that I've created of. Call Her Daddy. And I've never fucking done something like this and everything I do for Call Her Daddy. I'm a fucking psychopath and I know it and I work on it therapy. But it's like, everything I fucking do for Call Her Daddy needs to be fucking perfect. And if it's not that, I'm not gonna do it. And that's why this fashion week is stressing me the fuck out because it's like, I don't want to show up and look like a fucking idiot. I know my lane, I know I'm good at fucking interviewing and doing fucking episodes and vlogging, and that's fucking it. And when I step into this world, I feel like I'm a fucking fraud.

This is just didn't feel like.

Henry took a shit in the corner, he would never. He's potty trained, you can't get out of the basement, we're locked in the basement.

You become a version of yourself, usually that you don't really like. I didn't even want to watch back the footage, but I do want to kind of unpack it. I skipped therapy for the past, so this is for my therapist. I turned my Instagram comments off for a reason.

I made an episode about this a while ago. If I'm posting a photo on Instagram, it's cuz I fucking like it and I don't need anyone's approval or mostly negative comments. Daddy Gang, I know I see you in my DMS typing me up, I fucking love you.

Thank you. Not having Instagram comments on actually is so fucking incredible, but I still have my comments on on Tick-tock. I don't know why, I guess, cuz I like, don't give a fuck about Tick-tock as much. That's just not my main platform, so I just throw shit up.

I just went on and I saw a fuck ton of comments about how I look deathly skinny, ill skinny. What happened to her? How much cocaine is she doing? Eat something, it's really fucking annoying.

Let's try to not comment on people's bodies. It just fucking pisses me off and I get it. It's like, Well, you put yourself out on the internet. It's just like I was peeing and I read it and I clenched. And I'm like, motherfucker, like someone literally commented was like, she looks like someone's that I look. I'm like laughing and kind of crying.

Someone said that I looked like Dobby from Harry Potter.

That's why I used to spray tan, that's why I wear fucking sweatpants all the time. I've literally been open about how like, insecure I was when I was younger. And I would put five fucking leggings on my legs when I was in middle school, and then I would put my fucking pants on because I wanted my legs to look a little fucking bigger. I don't know. I'm just so fucking sick of it when I look back at myself in that footage of me, like, about to cry, going to that show.

I didn't want to put on that dress because my legs were showing, like even me not spray tanning. Spray tan makes my legs look better. What I would like to say, I'm on the way to cheer myself up.

I texted my friend Tina and I was like, You know what, let's go get fucking food. I am a hungry motherfucker right now, apparently. I mean, it's the internet, I am starving, but I actually, I'm fucking hungry right now.

See you there.

This is really nice.

Oddly enough, like I've actually never felt healthier in my life. And then, on top of that, I didn't feel confident in the outfit that I was about to go in. Because I thought I was gonna wear jeans. People were shitting on me for my body and I felt better in the jeans. And then last minute, I was gonna have to wear this short dress. That showed my legs and my body, which I'm getting picked apart for on the internet, so I felt so uncomfortable in my body.

You love that outfit, right?

Yeah, I am uncomfortable with attention, but then everyone's like, Oh, you're uncomfortable, the tension. But then you're an influencer. And I don't like men staring. It makes me feel really uncomfortable, but I want to dress the way I want to dress.

What's personal shit? Are you not interested, though, in dating like, you're good? Yes, guys, daddy, I'm single and please turn the camera, I.

Reduce myself, uh-huh, and I'm ready.

I mean, everyone had all the shows, they have things going on, so I'm like, Oh, shoot, did I not say hi to this person? Doesn't matter, because they are in their own world, thinking about the things that are happening to them.

I was late, of course, I mean, I'm known as being the one that's late and crying and now I have to own up to it. But I was late to this show. And I tripped over the carpet and I grabbed like this onto the PR person. I was so horrified. But no one cares.

They're busy thinking about their deadline or their whatever, or they're like, boyfriend broke up with them. No one actually gives a fuck what anyone else is, and then the ones that do laugh and are fucking assholes, you don't want them to be your friends.

Was covering my body with my big coat and I was crying. This is what I'm talking about, this whole fucking episode. You were like, Oh, you came off intimidating. Meanwhile, I was like I was sobbing, I was insecure and I was trying to hide my body.

You came off intimidating. how did you come back? Like the assholes that are like, Oh, you know, you're not fucking cool enough for this or that.

No, this is like, not a fucking joke. No, it's not that serious, it's not funny, it's a serious injury. Anyone that works at the hotel knows the deadbolt. So when I'm laying here, I would have enough time. If someone tried to open the door, that would go, I would go.

And I go off, it'd be better than whatever I was coming in that door and look, I'm on the second, oh.

These people literally thought I was about to end it all.

I'm fine, I'm fine, so now that we're bunkered in, I'm currently packing because we're going home. It's a little like bittersweet. I will say, everyone goes from Milan Fashion Week and then Paris Fashion Week is like, immediately after that.

I actually feel really content and happy that I'm about to go home and leave on a high note as much as probably. The past couple of clips have been a little murky and dark, and now when I'm coming home, I feel like I.

Don't know, I have to go edit an episode of Call Her Daddy and I couldn't be happier about it. I wouldn't change it for the world. Bitches, I love you guys. I will see you fuckers next Monday.

Goodbye.

Okay, now, I actually.